Let me in~!!

11:06am: After all this time...
Hey......What a lame day I have today...first of all its becuz of the weather cloudy and look like its gonna rain hmmmm. and now Final examination is coming soon! wow I have to start study now.but you know actually I have too much homework but now I have a lot of things to do becuz of my friends.They ask me to translate their papers...which is a lot and I was like 'whaaaaaaaat you know I will have no enough time to study book if I do these for you guys' and they were like 'plzzzzzzz plzzzzzzzz Kam' hug me beg me and everything lol.I dont want to do but you know they're my friends and I cant deny them hmmmmmm gonna feel bad so I make a deal with them that Im gonna translate half of their papers ( still a lot you know ) they were like ' awwwwwwwwwwwwww......but ok 'lol so funny. I told them if I finished these they nee to buy me candies,lol.
Hmmmmm I dunno if I can keep talking to him...cuz now hes got a new gf.And thats really hurt me you know.I always question myself...why not me why not me why not me.well the reason that I think I cant talk to him cuz I still have the same feelings for him and you know..now hes got a gf so Im gonna feel bad cuz dont wanna hurt his gf...and usually Im not gonna do anything with the guy that already have gf. cuz I hate 'cheat on' things......so now Im really confused and have no idea what I need to do.

ok well I better go now...Hope you guys have a great day more than me~!

9:11pm: Busy Busy Busy
Wow I havent been online for like 2 weeks! wowo such a long time anyways its becuz I'd been busy with Sport days and some other activities so now just gonna drop by and leave a link for you guys to check out photos...click >> http://spaces.msn.com/members/kamirocku/ then click photos and choose album that you wanna view~~~ ok Im gonna go now...maybe I'll update my journal again sooooooooooooon!!

P.S. >> Im gonna keep update photos so dont forget to check out as often as you can!
P.S. 2 >> I miss him so so so so so so so so so so much......really wanna talk to him...

8:36pm: You'll be on my mind forever...
Hey hey hey...well Really tense these days cuz On 3rd September theres sport day...and in my faculty this is the first time that has sport day.We seperate in 5 color as a group which depends on our section...Biology is my section = Blue,Chemistry = Violet,Computer and Mathmetic = Pink,Statistic = Red,Physics = Green.and we've got cheer stands that we gotta compete.And Im a head girl of this so I have a lot of things to do.oh I forgot that I bought a Mp3 player well...for a month now I guess.It has 256 MB but its not enough for me lol.Cuz you know I wan to put every song that I like in.but impossible so I gotta choose the favourite songs in. now One of my fav. is wouldnt it be nice... really good always happy when I listen to this song.Even it reminds me o him but you know yeah Im sad but it remins me of a times when I was with him so maybe Its kind of like Good pain dream? lol.

" Wouldn't it be nice if we were older
Then we wouldn't have to wait so long
And wouldn't it be nice to live together
In the kind of world where we belong

You know its gonna make it that much better
When we can say goodnight and stay together

Wouldn't it be nice if we could wake up
In the morning when the day is new
And after having spent the day together
Hold each other close the whole night through

Happy times together we've been spending
I wish that every kiss was neverending
Oh Wouldn't it be nice

Maybe if we think and wish and hope and pray it might come true
Baby then there wouldn't be a single thing we couldn't do
We could be married (we could be married)
And then we'd be happy (then we'd be happy)

Wouldn't it be nice

You know it seems the more we talk about it
It only makes it worse to live without it
But lets talk about it
Wouldn't it be nice

good night
sleep tight"


hmmmm I dunno what he think about us right now I dunno how he feel...cuz he barely talk about this and barely talk.so I guess that he still cant get over this but you know Even tho I said something like this but it doesnt mean that I can get over this...I still cant. but I just want to see thing positive you know cuz I dunno when will I die.so I just thought that I wanna talk like before we broke up cuz Im gonna regret and sad for sure if tomorrow I'll die and have no second chance. and most of all I dont want him to be sad for real...I know that hes still blame himself about breaking my heart and everything.I dont want him to think that he lied to me.Cuz Its not his fault...def not.He used to say that he should know that we cant be together at the first place so I wont get hurt.But you know I preer this cuz Its really good to know that theres a guy that always be nice to me and love me.I mean love me for real.he made my life more wonderful and worthy.so even if Im sad that I cant be with him but Im happy that once In a life time I met a guy that really love me an really love him...

But still...the feeling...I drove back home today and felt so lonely.I really want him.I need him so bad *sigh* ok ok I get it...not gonna happen......

" Without you within me I can find no REST
Where I’m going is anybody’s guess

I try to go on like I never knew you
I’m awake but my world is half asleep
I pray for this heart to be unbroken
But without you all I'm going to be is incomplete

Voices tell me I should carry on
But I am swimming in an ocean all alone
baby , my baby
It’s written on your face
You still wonder if we made a big mistake

I don't mean to drag it on,but I can't seem to let you go
I don't want to make you face this world alone..."


...I'll be right here waiting for you...

6:10pm: Faint...
Quite busy these days...I have a lot thing to do and to deal with.so I think this week Im unable to online.I have classes and everything and on this saturday I'll go meet my old best friends since high school cuz we havent met for a year wow time goes by so fast hmmmm...makes me realize that 'just do whatever gonna make you happy...no need to care whats right or wrong...seize the day' yeah so now im kind of like person who gonna die tomorrow cuz try to do everything that I can and I want before Im too old or have no chance to do it.and I try to think positive to this world and everything around me cuz theres someone tell me to...I think I believe in him. but you know its kind of hard to see everything positive since Ive been through with some unfair things all the time...
Well now Im quite ok I guess...try to be happy when Im with my friends but you know I cant help it when Im alone always think of him and which it'd be so nice if hes here with me something like that.even if I have a lot of friends but I still feel lonely.Its kind of weird...really weird when sometimes I was surround by a lot of ppl but its like Im the only one that standing on this world...maybe the reason that I try to be busy girl cuz I dont wanna think about him...try to make my mind think about something else.and now I always said to myself 'You're gona be fine,Kam...' but deep down I feel like I never gonna be fine like I used to be. everyday the truth always hit me that 'I really need him' you know hows it feel when you wake up in the morning and feel so lonely...right away.
Everytime that I heard my cellphone's msg ring...always wish that Its gonna be his email.and always think that does he think of me? feel like the way I feel? and......its really selfish cuz I wish that hes gonna always love me...I afraid that hes gonna stop loving me...
Today I talked to my friend about him about the things I used to talk to him before like movie or something like that...I talk about him with happy face like Im still his gf but deep down I really wanna cry I feel like...something that I dont know how to explain.

well Theres one day that I think I might have cold cuz always use tissue to whip my nose...but it turn out that the thing that were out from my nose was blood...wow my nose bled hmmmm well I figure that becuz that day was kind of hot...an mostly my nose always bleed when the weather it hot.now I have nothing to write so better go.........good luck

10:37am: Were we meant to be?
"Feelings..."

If you're not the one then why does my soul feel glad today?
If I dont need you then why am I crying on my bed?
If I dont need you then why does your name resound in my head?

I don't want to run away but I can't take it, I don't understand
If I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am?
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?

I don't know why you're so far away
But I know that this much is true
We'll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with
And I wish that you could be the one I die with
And Im praying you're the one I build my home with
I hope I love you all my life

'Cause I miss you, body and soul so strong that it takes my breath away
And I breathe you into my heart and pray for the strength to stand today
'Cause I love you, whether it's wrong or right
And though I can't be with you
And know my heart is by your side...


"The way I am now..."


Its already morning...but Im still in bed
Silent alone I dont want to wake up to meet people
Because my heart feels pity
that the good dream is about to end and gone

The vision that Im the one that you love...its really impress me
I want to be imbued and keep it as long as I can...Dont wanna let it go

I want to close my eyes like this...keep doing this
Keep dream of you
Because in the real life theres no way that make us to be together
I can only do this...only dream of it

I have to fool myself...Dreaming day by day
Theres no way that dream will come true
NO matter what time goes by
Every single night I tortune with loneliness...


"The Truth..."


Me and You...Actually we're in love
even though We both know that in real life its not like our dream

The realness that our hearts want is the realness that anybody doesnt want
They dont accept and they dont want to know

Its really tortune that we have to hide our love...our feelings
hide the truth hide our hearts hide everything...endlessly

Wanna run away so far wherever doesnt matter so far and far away
No need to worry No need to aware No need to afraid
where Me and you will melt our hearts...in love
where Every minutes of time Theres only us together...forever

11:29am: Finally...
Wow I cant believe this...The examination finally end!! yay......so glad that I can sleep without worry about the exam.but first of all I wanna tell you about my dream last night.its really good dream to me.I dreamed that I go to USA and go to work in Chicago or something which im not quite happy cuz I dont wanna go there I wanna go somewhere else...but you know then in my dream i thought...no need to go to 'that state' cuz nothing there waiting for you......really sad. well I stayed with my relative or something not sure about it then I met my old friends very old.so at the first place i forgot their names but they remember me hmmmm really surprised. then it was like I was sleeping in bed with my relative and him......I dunno how can he be here sleeping in the same bed with me...but you know my relative is in the middle.then my relative get up so then just both of us left.I turn to the other side not to see him.and i thought he was sleeping but then i feel that he hugs me wow feel realllllllllllly good.so I hug back and we kiss and everything.really happy.then my cell phone ring and it turns out that my friends is here now,downstairs. so I gota left him cuz cant let hem know that hes here dunno why.I chat with them for a moment then I told them that i forgot somehing upstairs and gotta find out so they were like 'oh i'll help you' lol wow really sweet but no thanks...i just wanna be wth hm thats all,but I didnt tell them.then i dont remember this dream.........hmmm you know when I woke up I feel so happy for a while then realize that it just a dream...never gonna be real...never........
I talke to my old best friend in the past few days...she knows about me an him but then I told her that its over she was surprised...and she told me that she doesnt want me too be sad...she said ' you can call me and talk about your feeling anytime,I'll listen to you' wow so nice...really appreciate.then she sad like 'Kam, I know that you'll find a better guy' and I was like 'I dunno...and I dont wanna find any guy...I only want him' and I meant that for real she said that I'll get over with this so i said 'but its hard to do cuz I've never felt this way with someone before...the feeling that you gonna be comfy,safe,happy,and eveything.the feeling that this is the guy that i wanna spend my life with,that I wanna have family and wanna have kids with him,thatI wanna grow old with and die with him' Just once in the life time that I feel that i met someone that really mean to me and I never wanna let him go...but I have to with some reason wow thats so hard......
Every single day I think about him every minute I miss him...every breath I need him so bad.every night that i lay on my bed always think of him......I wanna know hows he right now? whats he doing? and magine that if we can be together its gonna be so nice....

Its mother day today...I give my mom a card and a lil present,eye shadow. we hug fell good i think cuz I barely hug my mom.and my family gonna go have dinner with my relatives at 6 pm. ok well I better go now.Take care...num num num.

'Don't marry a person you can live with
Marry somebody that you cant live without'

9:37am: LoveLess...
hey...nothing to update much actually.just gonna tell you what did I do thats all...cuz my feeling is still the same.
First of all...Yesterday,Sunday,I stayed at home alone...watched tv and baked cookies cuz my mom wanna eat...shes keep telling me that I bought ingredients for a long time but I havent baked it...so I did.now its kind of diff cuz its chocolate chip cookie.Usually I fix butter cookies.well this time not that delicious becuz o sugar...I ran out of smooth white sugar. I only had rough brown sugar so I used it.while I was adding chocolate chips in then the thought crossed my mind...Should I add peanut butter in???? then I was like 'wow...gotta think about this???' cuz I dont like peanut butter...but...he loves it so much.everything I did always remind me of him.......
second of all while I was watching tv at night I saw something drop on the floor at the first place I thought it was a lizard so I didnt care.but then I saw something flying against the wall then drop on the floor behind the tv so I didnt care cuz I think its a big bug or something......then it started to fly again now kind of long flight and fly kind of almost near me I saw its kind of brown but dunno what it is i thought It was a cricket (...remind me of him again...) then It landed on the top of curtain behind the sofa that i sat.then I realize what's it......................'COCKROACH' OH MY GOD EWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW
so I ran to stairs and called my mom...I def cant take when it fly it hate when it fly...GROSS! yack...

then I went to bed...and feel like my day was so useless...I do everything to waste time.I feel like my day was worthless...and boring.ok ok now Im gonna go waste my day now...Good luck.


Chocolate chips cookies that I baked...

11:06am: Around...
Now everyday of my life feel blue...wow you know the thing that I hate the most is to wake up in the morning an realize that Im alone...and I still wanna hear the email ring again...but I gotta tell myself everytime that its not gonna happen.just dream...hopeless dream.

well the past thursday My cousin she just graduated so her parents invite us an all my relatives to the restuarant to had dinner.well kind of cool cuz get to see my cousins and my relatives.an I ate a lot of food think Im getting fat now hmmmm.I cant believe that everywhere I go...everything I see...everything I hear...always remind me of him...wow like I saw the basketball game in the kids zone...and gotta look another way.

On friday I got exam...'Yeast and mold' and 'Basic computer' well the first one is really tough I mean I felt like I had no energy left when I finished it.My brain was like sponge that reallllllly dry.the second one is kind of ok not much worry...and took a lil nap while doing ths exam well I was so sleepy.Cuz I woke up at 4.30 am to studied you know...see how hard the first one is???

well look like my life going pretty well huh? hmm but I think not...cuz like I said can live...Im still alive but never gonna be happy...and Happy in this case I mean 'Permanant happiness' not happy like 'I watched funny movie and Im happy' you know Theres one thing I know...the one thing I believe in...its If we really meant to be for each other then finally we gonna be together...
The past 6 months are the most incredible time in my life...never feel sorry that I met him...hes the best thing that ever happen in my life.and now I really miss him...

'I miss you like crazy even more than word can say...I miss you like crazy every minutes of everyday.
Im so down when your love is not around...I miss you'

11:28am: How can I live......?
well still feel exactly the same...but less cry even tho still feel like missing something feel blue and dont wanna do anything.Now Im kind of upset...that I cant do anything about this...2 ppl that love each other so much gotta break up...thats not fair for real! Im upset cuz I cant do anything about this...
Now every morning my heart really hopes to hear the email ring...it still hope that hes gonna send me email to tell me that we can be together...but nah thats impossible just dream that never came true.
I wanna talk to him,act like the same but i cant...cuz we're not couple anymore.I cant def be his friend cuz Im still so in love with him...still love him so much.but I cant be his gf becuz of the reason. really tortune cuz I dunno what am I?
and still everything around me remind me of him...I talked to my fren yesterday an I talked abou im about the nice things that he did...an I just realize that...theres no more...no nice thing for me anymore.No cares No miss No love...wow How can I live? since my life have been change for 6 months.If can do anything to have him back I'll do...even beg,but seem to me that theres nothing that gonna take him back.
To think that Im gonna live with out him and his life has no me....really sad. to think that he'll have a gf thats not me...wow I cant take that.Bu I know that I can still live as I told him but never gonna be happy and Im gonna be is Incomplete.

'I love you like I never ever love no one before you...'

11:48am: Incomplete...
Hey.......I woke up this morning and feel like everything changes.I feel like my body is empty...blank...Theres nothing in there.I feel like I lose something that really mean to me,something that I cant live without,something that I cant face this world without it...This feeling is tortune.I thought yesterday that Im gonna be ok but nah...cant be ok.to think that theres not gonna be the same.to think that theres no one by my side anymore.No one to support me calm me or make me happy...NO one to share everything together...NO one that I thought can be my 'the one' who Im gonna spend the rest of my life with...its really...sad..............


' Im not gonna change my mind...Im still here even I feel lonely and alone
Its ok that I still love you? I'll wait with hopeful...still be the same
I dont care what everyone said that Im obsessed with you...I'll be the same
You have different way from me...I cant stop that.
but I'll live to wait for you to the end of my life.
I was born to meet someone that I looking for for a long time.
Make me realize that How much you mean to me. I'll be here even if I have nobody left. '


Sometimes Life is unfair.Really unfair......but still baby I wanna see you happy no matter what.

10:20am: NO Spirit
Hey hey hey well Im not in a veryyyyyyyyy good mood but not upset or anything just bored and lonely...well I havent talk to my bf for 3 days now...wow and I miss him so much *cries* well Im worry cuz he just gone...hmm without telling anything maybe Theres something wrong with his internet or his computer I think. every said I look exhausted...yeah cuz I feel like I dont wanna do anything I think of him all the time......every second.I really need him I def cant live without him for sure.so I hope He'll back in very very very soon.cuz I miss him terribly and love him so much.



P.S. >> You're the best baby

11:57am: Music is in my blood
Aloha guys~ well finally have a lil time to update (a.k.a. Im not in lazy mood lol) well now I just get program from my bf so now I always download songs lol.Its pretty good I think it has every song that I want hmmm I download 'I wanna grow old with you' by Adam sandler in 'The wedding singer' movie.well havent watched this one yet but its ok I'll rent it later lol now just listen to the song and really like hmmm dunno why always like this kind of song some ppl think its suck lol or not even a song but you know to me it sounds honest and come from heart so maybe thats the reason...hehe

'I wanna make you smile whenever you're sad
Carry you around when your arthritis is bad
All I wanna do is grow old with you

I'll get your medicine when your tummy aches
Build you a fire if the furnace breaks
Oh it could be so nice, growing old with you

I'll miss you
Kiss you
Give you my coat when you are cold

Need you
Feed you
Even let you hold the remote control

So let me do the dishes in our kitchen sink
Put you to bed if when you had too much to drink
I could be the man who grows old with you
I wanna grow old with you'

hmmm now examinaton is coming next wekk wowwwwwwwwwwwwwww so fast and this time every subjects are so difficult hmm hmmm really want great scores. Now Im feel kind of blue dunno why but always feel like this hmmmmmmmmmmm maybe hormones change?? lol dunno. ok ok so maybe after finish exam I'll update my journal again...bye for now

10:49am: Boo Boo Boo
Well well well finally have time to update my journal lol. hmmmmm quite a while huh? anyways My life still be the same but luckily i have less jobs to do yay~~ but more homeworks wow...not diff at all.well now I gotta start study books cuz Examination is coming soon!! wow wow I gotta get good grades or else my parents not gonna send me to USA in Spring hmmmm.Yesterday I watched 'Coming attraction' and saw movie named 'Herbie' wow reallly cool bet im gonna watch this one cuz Its about the beatle car and its alive lol so cool...well I think after this movie in theatre then The beatle cars gonna boom again hehehe.hmmm have no idea what to write now lol so better end this ok...Take care guys!

2:11am: Dying~~~
WOW Its such a long time since I updated! hmmmmmm well Im so busyyyyyy barely have time to get online...well have time to get online but have not enough time to write my journal hmmm I wonder why??? lol anyway, well Nothing much nowaday except work,work,work,work and work lol wow Im a student or Office lady???? Im so tense this month cuz got a lot of jobs in my hands so everyone in my class said that I look pale and terrible lol wow so worry about me or what??? hmmmm and now I always go back home late my dad gonna kick me off the house lol.and I got a lot of complain from my senior hmmmm but I know that she care about me so thats why she always complain...make sense?? ok hmmmmmm my lovely lovely lovely dog hes getting old everyday lol but still cute tho!!! he always sleeps now awwwwwwwwwww poor dunkin *hugs* I hoe after this month Im gonna have less jobs to do... *pray* hmmm but Im glad that I have someone to support me all the time so i feel reallly good and lucky.My best friends and my bf they're so nice to me always care about me.realllly love them!!! Its really good when the time you need someone and Theres always someone beside you you know...OK then Hope I have more time to update my journal lol or Im the one that lazy hmmmmmmmm ok ok ok Good luck and Take care...and plz If you read my journal dont forget to leave a comment ok??? that would be great!

12:37pm: "If you want SOME...come and get SOME!!!"
Wazzup!! It's such a long time since the last updated! lol well...anyway I need to update my livejournal coz someone wants me to......so what should I write here?...hmmmmmmm Let me think~......oh about Chinese New year~ I really involve with this celebration coz My mom,she's chinese but she was born here so she's Thai...Get it? LOL I don't even look like chinese at all! and I can't speak Chinese either~! Shame on me... *Sigh* Anyway on Sunday I went to my uncle's house.We had 'the Chinese sacrificial ceremony for the ancestors' there. So I met the whole family~ A lot of nice food!! I ate a ton of prawns,lol. I stayed there all day~ I brought my HW with me but I did it just a little~~! I watched 'I,Robot' for the second time!! Oh I love Sunny so much! What a cool robot~!! Lol,and I watched 'The Shutter' It was a nice horror movie......and this was the second time that I watched it...but some of my relatives hadn't watched it yet......which mean my little cousins watched it too......totally funny when horror scenes showed and They were screaming like mad,LMAO!!! Before that I was playing basketball with my cousins.I really had a good time! At night We did Karaoke~! I sang a few songs~ Pretty good,I think,lol. The greatest thing about Chinese new year is I'll get money~! Yippee~! Well...It's a tradition that grown-ups need to give money to children.I don't know why but I think It's really goooooooood~ LOL but I'm not gonna keep it all coz you know my parents need to give money to another children too ,so I'll keep a portion. We gonna meet again on this Saturday. Another thing that I DON'T wanna talk about is my Calculas's scores!! *cry* so, just forget this s**t! Hee hee I have Final examination on 20th Feb. But... I have nothing in my head! None! Ahhhhh~ I should begin study books! And I havn't done with my homework yet! OMG! *pass out* P.S. I think someone is laughing at my livejournal right now! Am I right??? See ya later when I have a mood to write or else someone wants me to write~~ *kisses*

1:35pm: Guess Who's back? Back again...!
Hi, y'all~!

First of all,Happy new year to you guys! I wish you a very very very great year! Healthy,Wealthy,Happiness and quick-witted~!!

I think you guys have heard about 'Tsunami'......This was a big nightmare for all people in my country.We've never expected something like this before.Many people died,a lot people injured,and a great number of lost.It attacked the south of Thailand,4 province,very seriously.Now people all over in my country attemp to help in everything they can do;donate clothes,food,blood,money, and articals.hmmm~ I wish it'll get better!

End of tragedy,Let's talk about my trip Tee hee! This year I went to 'Kao-Yai' in 'Koraj'.I love to go there so much! because of its view...I like mountains more than the sea ^__^ Anyway,We went there on 30 Dec...stayed at my uncle's new house.It's very beautiful! There's a perfect view.I love the balcony! And there's a swimming pool! (actually,one swimming pool for 5 houses) I didn't bring my swim suit with me,but I really want to swim!,so I borrowed my aunt's swim suit...Water was so cold~~~(of course).At night we went to market, got something to eat.On 31,We drove to grape farm.bought a lot of seedless grape,very delicious! Then we went on to saw bulls,but We needed to wait until 5 pm. So we decided not to wait and drove to another grapes farm named 'Gramonte' We bought cookies and white wine then we went back to the house.This night we did BBQ. Party and It was awesome! Everything was delicios! A lot of seafood and meats.After that childrens played monopoly loonies toon edition! Very very fun~ and I was the first one who went bankrupt!!embarassing! LOL~ This year we didn't countdown coz we were very in the game so nobody did care about time even the grown-up (they played card,hee hee) Oh by the way,I got 'a bag' as a present from draw lots.Perfect! I want a new bag! Ok~ enough for this crab~ I took some photo,too...so here you go!






That's my uncle who own the house and That's my mom~




Me and my sister~


My very very lovely dog! His name is 'Dunkin'


My little cousins! Red one is 'Yong Hai' and Blue one is 'Jui'


Took this photo in my car~




My cousins, me and my sister~

I hope you guys enjoy photos~!!!!
Peace out!

8:00pm: Happy Happy~
Hello,there!

Finally! I've been through my Mid-Term Examination...Yay~!!!!!!!!!!! *dancing around*
It was very hard and tough!! Damn! Anyway,Today I hang out with my friends...We went to play Bowling~ hee hee hee...I haven't play Bowling for long time but I still did it well...
But! not well enough!! I lose to my friends ahhhhhhhhh~! They were damn good...
After we'd played,we got something to eat...end up at Daidomond (BBQ.).I ate a looot~!!
(well...It was buffet...) Sooooooooooooo fulled~ ahhhhh~~~~~ *touching my belly*

On this 30,31,1 I'm going to travel!! Yippee~~~~~ of course,with my family.But! My relatives will join too...Hmmmm This is going to be a very great!!! I'm so excited!
well...Got to go now...Happy new year to ya all~!!!

Kam[i]

P.s. >> This LiveJournal is very very very very very short!! LOL!

5:07pm: Alexander~!!!!
Oh my God!!! ohmygodohmygodohmygodohmygodohmygodomygod [scream like a mad girl]
This Movie is valueable~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! OH My God~!!!!!!!!!!
On last Saturday I hanged out with Dee...We really wanted to watch this movie...so be it!
But God not with us~!!!!!! So damn bad luck!
Every cinema did not Alexander!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Damn!!!!!!!! T^T
Well...finally I've watched it at the SFX Emporium! It's a great cinema!

I love Alexander X Hephaestion! They're a very lovely couple!!!!!!! >w<
I love when Alexander said to Hephaestion "I trust only you!"

But I really piss!!! I mean what the hell the Director think???????? Why did he cut Kiss scene between Alexander and Hephaestion!?!?!?!?!!!! That's not fair!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! [shrieking]
Even Bagous got a kiss from Alexander...and It was a deep kiss!!!! Owwwwwwwwwwwhhhhh~!
Talk about Bagous...He was such arouse! too sexy~!!! LoL....and I think he was a really good dancer!!!!!! oh~~ loved him!

I can't wait until Extened Version release!!!!!!!
Talk about Extended version...The Return of the King almost release in this month!!!! [excite]
This is just example pictures from Extended version!!!!! >w<


Oh My god!!!! *skip around the room* Hands!! Those beautiful hands!!


What a smile~!


Lucky horse~!!!!!!!!!!! [jealous]

Well I hope you guys like my LiveJournal~!!!! SEE Ya~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! >.

11:55am: Cherry Update~!
Finally I have my own Livejournal! [excite]
Woke up at 10.30...Went to bed very late last night!
Coz' read The War with in (1-11 chapters)
Got a lot of things to do!! damn!
After wash socks and clean the house I need to study for exam sake!
I'm really worry about This Mid-Term Exam...I have nothing in my head!!
(Calculus is hell!!!!!)
Got to go now~!!!
Chaos~!!!!!! [kiss]